Help! Felling very depressed?!?

Been there , done that , and i was bullimic, kids teased me , i got sick of it and punched them , now im a psycho , advantage , everyones scared , kid its not going to get better yet , it gets worse before it gets better , so the next person that pisses you of , you grab a deodrant can and spray them in the eyes and say " well you cant see my weight now so quit your ******* complaining jack " and tell you parents , if you care so much will you give my ear drums a rest s ? im still depressed but lifes a ***** , you can bite it back or do the coward thing and slit your wrists or something , it sounds cruel but there actually your options , stick it out kid , in a few years time you'll be married with kids and a job , look forward to that when you take some douches eyes out . and my parents were the same , so i literally now how you feel , which is why im so cruel to people , i hate people for what they made me , dont end up like me .